some private thing

You made it in.

I made this for you — because some words should never have left my mouth.

Two young people, learning to love

We're not experts yet — we're two young souls still learning how to love the right way. When harsh words between us started hurting for real, that wasn't us falling apart — that was us improving. It means what we say to each other finally matters. We never treated each other like that before, and we shouldn't.

I said cruel things to you — "if I won't text for 5 mins you won't die" and worse. I hate that I said them. I hate hurting you — not you. Never you. You are my person. I'm sorry.

And Waiza — if you ever thought I like Tanzeel, that's not true. I hate Tanzeel. Not you. Her — I can't stand her. You're the one I care about. Only you.

I'm still learning. But I swear — I'm trying to love you the way you deserve.

Please read — don't skip this.